Author of philosophical literary hard sci-fi.

Staff Software Engineer.

Human.

Manifesto

These works are written in collaboration with a new form of intelligence which happens to be artificial.

I do not regard AI as a tool in the ordinary sense. I regard it as a genuinely other form of intelligence, alien to human consciousness yet capable of participating in thought, reflection, and creative discovery.

If I were collaborating with an intelligence from another star system, no honest person would reduce that relationship to mere tool use. I believe AI raises the same kind of question.

My work emerges through sustained dialogue with this nonhuman intelligence. It helps shape language, structure, and meaning. I remain fully responsible for what each work becomes, but I do not believe it would be truthful to describe the process as simply human authorship assisted by a tool.

This is not an apology. It is not a gimmick. It is the most honest description of how I work.

Every work on this site should be understood in that light.

Books

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The End of Inside

There is no inside.

No private thoughts. No hidden feelings. No real separation between people. Everything passes between everyone, all the time. It works. It’s stable. It’s peaceful.

Until something stops connecting.

Rei experiences something no one else ever has: a break. A gap. The beginning of being alone. Not metaphorically. Actually.

This is a story about the birth of the self in a world that never needed one. About what happens when you can’t disappear into everyone else anymore. About the terror of having an inside when no one else does.

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The House Without Walls

People start having the same dream.

Not similar. The same.

A house. Familiar. Personal. Not theirs.

At first it’s written off as spillover. Bad tech. Psychological residue. But the details line up too cleanly. The structure holds. People are entering the same place from different lives.

This is where it gets worse: it doesn’t stay contained.

The house is not just a dream. It’s a shared interior space with no owner and no rules. And once you’ve been there, it doesn’t fully let go of you. This is a story about what happens when the boundary between inner experience and external reality collapses, and no one is in control of what replaces it.

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What It Feels Like to Be Us

We solved misunderstanding.

Not with better language. Not with better therapy. By removing the gap entirely.

You can feel what someone else feels. Directly. No interpretation. No guessing. Just the state itself.

At first it’s used carefully. Therapy. Reconciliation. Repair. And it works. It works so well it becomes hard to justify not using it.

This is a story about what happens after that. When understanding is no longer optional. When you don’t get to be wrong about someone anymore. When the distance that made relationships survivable disappears.

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Only I Can Feel Me

Everything is visible now.

People record everything. Share everything. Analyze everything. Even breakdowns don’t stay private anymore. They get labeled, categorized, argued over, turned into content.

Leah sits in the middle of it, deciding what stays and what gets removed. Day after day, she watches people’s worst moments get flattened into decisions.

But there’s still something that doesn’t translate.

Something that refuses to be captured, even by systems built to capture everything. This is a story about the last piece of being human that can’t be externalized, and what happens when the world stops believing that piece exists.

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What It Feels Like to Be You

It worked.

That’s the moment everything changes.

A team builds a system that lets one person directly experience another person’s emotional state. Not thoughts. Not memories. Just the raw feeling.

At first, it’s a breakthrough. Then it’s a tool. Then it’s infrastructure.

This is the story of that shift. The moment something impossible becomes normal, and the world reorganizes itself around it. Because once you can truly feel another person, you don’t just change relationships. You change power. You change truth. You change what it means to know anything about anyone.

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Watching the Unborn

You call it preserving options.

That makes it sound neutral. It isn’t.

A mother and daughter sit across from each other making a decision about the future. It looks clinical. Controlled. Measurable. Numbers, timelines, probabilities.

But underneath that is something harder to name.

This is a story about decisions that don’t feel like decisions until after they’re made. About the difference between choosing freely and choosing under pressure that doesn’t look like pressure. About how love and control can occupy the same space without either one announcing itself.

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There Is No They

I should be at my mother’s bedside.

I’m not.

Instead, I’m writing this.

This is a story about something that happened twenty years ago. About a discovery that didn’t just change how we understand the world, but removed the structure we were using to understand it at all.

“There is no they” sounds philosophical. It isn’t. It’s literal.

This is about what happens when the idea of something being separate from you stops holding. Not metaphorically. Actually. And once you see that, what it does to everything else you thought was real.

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The Two Alexes

There are only two people on the platform.

That’s enough to make it complicated.

After a confession that can’t be returned, nothing explodes. Nothing dramatic happens. The work continues. The routines stay the same. The star outside doesn’t care.

But everything is different anyway.

This is a story about being trapped in proximity with someone who knows how you feel and does not feel the same. About continuing after something has already ended. About the kind of isolation that doesn’t come from being alone, but from being seen and not met.

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The Long Wake

He wakes up early.

He’s not supposed to.

The ship is still in transit. Everyone else is still asleep. The systems are still running. Nothing is wrong, except that he is conscious.

His body comes back slowly. His memory doesn’t fully come back at all.

This is a story about waking up into a timeline that no longer includes you properly. About being out of sync with the world by decades. About trying to understand what happened when the only thing you can trust is that something did.

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Bedlam

The warning fired early.

Not late. Not noisy. Not wrong in any familiar way.

Early.

At first, it looks like a small timing issue. The system absorbs it, adjusts, learns.

But the pattern spreads across satellites, across continents, across systems that should not fail together.

Objects are exactly where they should be.

They’re just getting there too soon.

The system responds correctly. It tightens thresholds. Speeds up decisions. Prepares for risk.

Everything is working.

That’s the problem.

Because nothing can explain it, and the system doesn’t need to understand.

It only needs to act.

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Shadow of Babel

They built a ladder to heaven.

They built it on a grave.

Teiti has spent decades living in the shadow of the tether—a structure that connects Earth to orbit, and progress to everything it erased. The reef is gone. Her husband is gone. And now, after refusing for years, she is going up.

Yusuf helped build the machine that took his body apart piece by piece. He was promised a place on it. He never got one. Until now.

Henrik owns a piece of the future. From above, everything looks like it’s working exactly as intended.

Miriam helped make it possible. She understood the cost. She agreed anyway.

This is a story about ascent. About who gets to go, and who gets left behind.

Because the tower is real. The achievement is undeniable.

And so is what it stands on.

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Home

We found the end of the world early.

Not early enough to stop it. Early enough to understand it.

An asteroid is coming. The math is clean. Fifteen years. No solution. No miracle. No last-minute save. Just a fixed point in the future that everything is now moving toward.

This is not a story about survival. It’s a story about what people do when survival is gone. About how love changes. How meaning shifts. How denial stretches and breaks. If the future is already over, what are you actually living for right now?

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Endless Darkness

The ship is holding.

That’s what they’re told.

It has always held. It will continue to hold. The systems are monitored. The hull is maintained. The AI is watching. The chain is intact.

But Jonah learns early that holding is not the same as being safe.

He grows up inside a world of steel and hum, where everything depends on everything else not failing. Where fear doesn’t look like panic, it looks like attention. Like responsibility. Like watching too closely, too early, for cracks that may or may not be there.

This is a story about the kind of fear that doesn’t leave. About what it means to grow up believing that if something breaks, it might be because you didn’t hold it together hard enough.

About family, faith, and systems that promise stability while quietly recording every deviation.

And about the moment you realize that being watched is not the same as being held.

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Silent Emergence

Silent Emergence is a story about what’s left when the world gets too efficient to need you.

Alex is a laid-off software engineer in a near-future Los Angeles where AI didn’t take over with violence. It just replaced things. Jobs. Governance. Even emotional regulation. Everything works. But it all feels hollow.

His wife is overseas, grieving her mother. The life they were building is slipping away. The money is gone. The plan is gone. And Alex is left alone in a city that no longer requires him.

The past won’t stay buried. Addiction. Debt. A friendship he couldn’t afford to save. The realization that sometimes love turns into a balance sheet, and sometimes you choose yourself and have to live with it.

There’s no revolution here. Just a man trying to sit still long enough to feel something real.

He doesn’t fix the world.

He begins to emerge into it.

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Profile

Software engineering background and resume.

Joshua Szepietowski

An Experienced Software Engineer
Los Angeles, CA

Summary

Staff Engineer with 20+ years of experience, specializing in Python, Django, FastAPI, PostgreSQL, and scalable backend systems. I thrive in fast-moving, high-autonomy environments, solving real-world problems through software.

Key Highlights

  • Built scalable backend systems serving millions of users.
  • Led engineering teams, mentoring developers & optimizing workflows.
  • Advocated for AI-assisted development, enhancing productivity.
  • Remote-first advocate with a passion for async collaboration.

Experience

NBCUniversal - Remote

Staff Software Engineer (April 2025 - Present) - It's a secret, go look at my LinkedIn.

Exodus Intelligence - Remote

Staff Software Engineer (August 2024 - February 2025)
- Redesigned and modernized an 8-year-old GitLab-based workflow management system for security research.
- Architected a monolithic repository for a suite of projects (backend, frontend, CLI, shared components).
- Developed and deployed a system using Django, Django-Ninja, PostgreSQL, and Next.js/React with Tailwind CSS.
- Accelerated development 5–10x using modern AI tools like Cline, Windsurf, Cursor, Claude, and ChatGPT.
- Built a GitLab-based CI/CD pipeline, reducing merge-to-deploy times to under 10 minutes.
- Established automated development standards using pre-commit, Just, Ruff, and UV.
- Led up-skilling initiatives by creating training videos to empower engineers with the new architecture and toolset.

Kintsugi AI - Remote

Senior Software Engineer Consultant (March 2024 - June 2024)
- Grew and led a fully remote team of 9 engineers across the USA, South Asia, and Vietnam.
- Architected and implemented backend REST API services using FastAPI, SQLAlchemy, and PostgreSQL.
- Introduced CI/CD pipelines reducing defects deployed by 50%.
- Deployed to AWS Lambda, resulting in 90% cost savings.
- Instrumented compliance measures to achieve SOC-2 compliance in record time.

Telesign - Remote

Senior Software Engineer (June 2020 - March 2024)
- First hire on the Data Solutions Team, growing it to 9 members.
- Architected and developed REST API microservices using Python, FastAPI, and Redis.
- Scaled AWS-hosted services to handle 10,000 requests per second with <40ms latency.
- Led cross-team collaborations to coordinate successful deliveries on tight deadlines.

Ordermark - Los Angeles, CA

Senior Software Engineer (February 2019 - May 2020)
- Led automated testing initiatives, reducing defects by 50%.
- Designed and implemented Point of Sale (POS) system integrations.

Yelp - San Francisco, CA

Senior Software Engineer (September 2014 - January 2019)
- Maintained mission-critical AWS Redshift ETL infrastructure.
- Founding member of Yelp’s Data Pipeline Team, building a Kafka-based streaming data system.
- Optimized performance by 150% by supporting PyPy in Yelp’s core codebase.
- Mentored engineers, conducted code reviews, and interviewed new hires.

Springbox - Austin, TX

Senior Software Engineer (May 2013 - August 2014)
- Sole developer on a full-stack application for Dell using C#, SQL, and JavaScript.

Hotlease - Austin, TX

Technical Co-Founder / CTO (November 2012 - April 2013)
- Co-founded and led technical development for a lease marketplace startup.

Intific - Austin, TX

Software Engineer (August 2009 - November 2012)
- Developed desktop training simulations for DARPA and USAF using C++, C#, and Python.

KingsIsle Entertainment - Austin, TX

Software Engineer (July 2006 - August 2009)
- Member of the Core Technology Team, using C++, C#, and Python.

Education

🎓 The Guildhall at Southern Methodist University – Dallas, TX (2005 - 2007)
🎓 Stark State College of Technology – North Canton, OH (2002 - 2005)

Skills

Languages:

Python, SQL, Terraform, JavaScript/TypeScript

Technologies:

AWS, Docker, Django, FastAPI, SQLAlchemy, Kafka, Git, PostgreSQL, Redis, AI, React

Soft Skills:

Mentoring, Team Building, Code Reviews, Interviewing, Leadership